Life’s too Short – The Alternative View
Lifeโs too short.
We hear that phrase a lot. A recent viral post from Holly Butcher written in her final weeks reminded us that life is too short for focusing on the little things. Life’s too short, so we should embrace the body we have, enjoy the food we love, and appreciate that everything works whilst we are lucky that it still does. It’s hard to do when you’re enthralled in the moment, but Holly’s words resonated with so many when she said “when it’s time to go, you wont be thinking of the trivial things.”
When something bad happens to someone, it can give the phrase “Life’s too short” even more meaning, and when I lost my Mum 3 years ago thatโs exactly what happened with me, but not in the way you might expect.
My view of “Life’s too short” has changed, because well, life, really is too short. My Mum was just 62 when she died. This wasn’t the plan, wasn’t the way life was supposed to pan out, and we never expected that we wouldn’t get to share so many of our precious moments with her by our side. I had to get used to the idea of being Mum without a Mum.
We have just one attempt at life (at very least our physical one) and there are no trial runs, no practice shots, and no second attempts – this is the only one youโre going to get. Each day, each week, each year we get with our loved ones is a blessing, a benefit we take for granted; waking up and living, whilst there are others saying their final goodbyes.
When life turns sour, or someone hurts you, breaks your heart or treats you badly, people often quote ‘lifeโs too shortโ as a reason to take the past and lock it away, forgive and forget, to move forwards, be the bigger person, wipe the slate clean, pretend it never happened and start again, as if turning to a new page will make everything fresh and clean, seal up the wound and provide closure for those concerned.
Except that’s easier said than done.
When Mum died and my life changed, I guess so did my view of the world. I used to always play devils advocate, try and see the ‘other’ side, see the bigger picture and whatever the circumstances, try to believe that deep down, underneath it all, people were inherently good. I’d bite my tongue for the greater good, put on a brave face, supress my anxieties or vent to friends in private, but I’d put myself back out there, waiting for the next cycle of drama to unfold under the pretence of “life’s too short”. But then history would repeat itself, the same feelings would return, and this negativity would impact my life in a way that just isn’t necessary.
So now, I feel I know when to stop trying. When to realise that its true – life’sย too short, and not to waste it on unnecessary bullshit when you really should be living the life you have – embracing the ordinary, living in the moment and making the most of right now.ย
- In 2009 my Dad had a heart attack. He was saved by a simple turn of fate or karma – being in the right place at the right time. He was lucky. That morning could have easily been his last.
- In 2009 my Sister was in a pile up on the motorway where one lady sadly lost her life. 10 families lives were turned upside down that day in just a matter of minutes. When they all left the house that morning to head to work, none of them expected the events that followed.
- In 2014, we said our final goodbyes to Mum. She was diagnosed with cancer just 9 months before she died. She had chemo and radiotherapy, and passed away just two weeks her treatment stopped, having thought, just for a moment, that we’d beaten it.
- In 2017, I was hours away from death myself after contracting sepsis when Neve was born. Had I not gone to the hospital that night, I could have never woken again, and lost every memory I’ve made with my girls ever since.
All these things remind me that life IS too short, but for me, they’ve turned the phrase on it’s head.
Lifeโs too short for toxic relationships. Lifeโs too short for people bringing you down.
Lifeโs too short for arguments, for being made to feel small, worthless, disrespected, unduly criticised or unfairly treated.
Life’s too short to walk on eggshells, to surround yourself with anything other than what brings you happiness.
If this, right now, was the last 6 months of your life (something of which few of us can be sure), why would you spend it wasting time on things that donโt even matter?! Why allow something to stay in your life, when it does nothing more than bring you down?
Not anymore.
So in 2018 I promised myself this. Life really is too short, so I will surround myself with those who make it better. Life is for living, for surrounding myself with love and laughter – the ones who make me smile, hold my hand when things get tough, wipe the tears away when life gets hard, and make me laugh until my cheeks hurt. Those who love me exactly I am, despite the grey hairs and the stretch marks, they see the twinkle in my eye, the spirit in my soul, and help me create happy memories for us all.
And as for the drama? So long. It can stay in 2017. Good riddance.
Lucy you are so right. This really struck a chord with me, thereโs simply no time to be wasted on toxic people who thrive on drama. Hereโs to a happier and healthier 2018! Xx
I learned that life is too short when my sister died of a heart attack at 37. It certainly gave me a kick up the bum to make some life changes
Oh my goodness Iโm so sorry. That mustโve been so hard for you all. X
“Life is for living, for surrounding myself with love and laughter” and strength. You are are a very strong woman and by the looks of it, something that holds your family together. Hope you live it to the best. Thank you for sharing this personal post.
Lucy I think this is wonderfully put and something I need to do myself!
I love this. It’s true in every way. I knew someone who courted drama. I walked away. I at first thought that perhaps that made me a bad person, a bad friend, but actually it was her that was the bad one.. Bad for me at least. Sometimes you have to do what’s best for you because like really is too short. And my condolences for the loss of your Mum.
I agree. Life is for the living and there is no time for unnecessary drama. Getting rid of all that this year.
This is amazing! And so true . What a courageous lady. You have definately struck something on me Lucy as I will be letting go of the negative people and useless arguments this year ๐ xxx
Couldn’t agree more on your post. Definitely, it is better said than done. But Life is indeed like this. We will never know when will be our time. So just enjoy, be a blessing and do good to others.
Absolutely agree – life is too short and sometimes it takes a sad situation to remind you of that. Let’s make 2018 a good one ๐
Taking your won advice is the hardest pill to swallow and I believe in all the words you have written in this post so much! It is just so much harder to apply it to your life – this is the lesson I am willing to learn this year! To take a lifes too short view in things.
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I’m sorry you lost your mum so young, life is too short and it’s so important to have people who love and care for you around you. I hope 2018 is a good one for you
Life is short and losing a parent certainly highlights that, I lose my Dad suddenly a few years back and it was certainly a very step learning curve but I do think it makes you stronger and more appreciative. I just read about your Dad – wow he really was in the right place at the right time and good on him for insisting a defibrillator
Laura x
He really was incredibly lucky. Canโt even make it up can you?! Iโm sorry to hear about your Dad xxx
“Embrace the ordinary” – this is sooo true! You don’t have to suddenly do a bungy jump or travel around the world – just live and love the RIGHT NOW. So sorry about your Mum, it must be so hard xxx